i think it's the first job i have ever been hired for
superficial reasons. like i got hired because maybe
i am kind of cute or cultured or at least charming.
i know this because i know about clothes but not
that much.
this feels really good. because i need reassurance.
i am not cold blooded. i like when men call me pretty
and when women look to me for fashion advice.
fuck you if you don't understand.